Grooowwww upppppp.

So, I don’t like the tall, deaf guy; I like this guy who is a huge hunk in my eyes. I swear like you have no idea. 

Here’s a few ups about him:

• He’s a musician.
• He has the beeeeeeest musical taste.
• He always has the best clothes on.
• He has the coolest taste in things to do around town.
• He has the cutest little wink everrrrrrrr. Like I’ll be standing there and he’ll wink at me and I’ll just smile, blush, and look away.
• He has the best smile ever. Weird.

So, like the past few days I’ve been giving him a ride to his car and yesterday my friend was like “I’ll give you a ride” and he was like “Oh, well I’ve got to give Meagan her cd case back.” I loled. And He wants me to go to this musical fest with him this weekend and I’m so close to just saying “screw it. I’m going”. But it’s sooo much money. Oh well. We’ll see what happens. . 

Love, Meagan. 

So nah. I can’t like a 22-year-old, BUT I can like a 16-year-old.

He’s

• VERY TALL
• Handsome
• Sweet
• deaf
• a Christian
• very good guy
• blonde
• my age!

Sometimes he makes me feel bad about him being deaf. We were sitting down and I looked behind him at some people and he was like “Why are you staring at my hearing aid”. I was like “I wasn’t. There’s people behind you!”. :/  Then later on, we were all in his car. And I forgot what he did and I was like “what’s your problem??” and he was like “I’m deaf”. asdfghjkl;. Then said something and I couldn’t hear him and he was like “You can’t hear me?????” and I was like “I have minor hearing issues”. That made me feel like poop. But I did tell him earlier how everyone wanted to play marco polo with him at the pool party the previous day and I stood up for him (he can’t swim with his hearing aid, so you have to reaaaaaallllyyy yell at him or get his attention so he can read your lips). But I like flirting with him 

He has

Hahahah anyway. 

Love, Me

• liar
• cheat
• sweet-heart
• jerk
• genius
• idiot
• asdfghjkl

It’s annoying. Fuck my emotions. I always feel like a fucking ten-year-old when I get jealous.

I just don’t want to lose her to anyone else is all. I wish so much that I could see her.

X

tegon:

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I FINALLY made it. I had been saying for about half a year that I would make one. I think it’s past time. This is who I really am in the inside. If you’re lucky enough to get in here, then that must mean that you’re special enough to be allowed in my heart and mind. 

I love collar bones sooooo much. 

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